Wednesday, August 10, 2011
I KNOW THIS IS A LITTLE LONG BUT I NEED DESPERATE HELP FROM ANYBODY<3333?
okay so i need alot of help with this situation. in my school theres pretty much the preps, the jocks, and then the skators and bmxers. those are the type of guys. then there's the girls. the scene, the girly most beautiful ones (which im catorgerized under) then everyone else. The type of girls im under are the ones with hoop earings and like bombshell victorias secret type of girls. theres not much but were know to like the jocks and the preps. i dont though...at alllll what so eveeerrr. im so into the skators and bmxers that its not even funny. i wouldnt even consider dating a jock or prep. but anyway so the skators and bmxers dont even bother coming up to me because they think i dont like them so i usually date those kind of boys outside of school. but anyway theres this knew kid named dustin... hes a skator and i dont beleieve in love at first sight..but this was crazy...i saw him and something just clicked. i dont care if you beleive me or not but something just happened when we saw eachother. we dont have any cles together but ive realized he's literally always in the clroom opposite from mine on the other side of the hall. when we have emballys and we go into the gym. theres two sets of huge bleachers on each side of them room. eveeerrryy time out of thousands of people we always somehow sit right across from eachother...and i swear i dont do it on purpose. hes exactly my type too. we stare at eachother alllll the time but we never talk. people say hes depressed and everyone knows i always fix everyone whos depressed. im best with depressed guys ;) somehow aha. im just atracted to the ones who need fixing. but anyway to get to the point my best friend never knew that i was into this kid. shes always into preps and her last boyfriend toatly cheated on her *** and i kinda convinced her to switch to skators like me. i didnt think i acually did until one day in cl she said she liked this new kid. excited, i was like oh my godd whoo?? and she was like its a skator! and i was like yesss! what does he look like? and she was like he had black hair..and immiadtatly the kid i was into popped into my head..but i just though it could be any guy. then she was like he is really tall...and i though oh shittt hes so ****** tall...and then she said he allways wears a blue hoodie..and on the inside i was like pleeee dont be him please dont be him and then she said his name was dustin...and inside i was crying but on the outside i was like oh my god i know who your talking about hes sooo cute you guys would be cute together. i wasnt ganna be like waitt girll hes mine because shes my best friend and shes been depressed over what happened with her boyfriend. and also ive been convincing her to switch over to skators. also im like reaaallly nice to everyone and hate too be mean. so there it is..what do i do. i reallllyy realllly like this kid but i was alreaady like convincing her to go for him..i cant just turn on her and be like no wait hes mine now. she also knows i have a boyfriend..but im reallly realllyy into this kid. and just to think about him and her goin g out would break my heart. im kinda pissed because this is all my fault. i got her into skators in the first place so i feel like i put this on myself. but what should i do because if they go out then i can never even think about him in this way ever again because i would never even think of going for my best friends guy. so im sorry this was long but i just need some advice. please dont give stupid comments just give me good advice on what you would do. thank you so much<333 xoxo
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