Should i stay home or go out?

Well, I'd say go out today, do the slam poetry, and then next week, stay home and relax, ect. just keep switching it off and on. Unless, it all begins to be a bit much for you to handel then, I suggest just staying home and relaxing by yourself for a while. Alone time is not always a bad thing, but if you do spend a lot of time alone, it may be a kinda sad time. Do whatever makes you feel good!